Snap Out of It!

I don't want to be one of those people who constantly uses this thing as a way to complain, but I'm just gonna say it. This semester is putting both me and Lester through the ringer. I don't know if its bc its my last, bc there are so many credit/classes, bc this our third semester in a row, or bc being here for so long is making us poorer and poorer by the second, but ultimately its just not the summer I was expecting.

Lester says to anticipate grad school to be like this-and I just feel like crying every time he says this, so instead I try to just picture the regular hours and good salary, home and family we will have as a result of these times now and in dreaded grad school. Hopefully we'll be somewhere closer to my family then. We'll see. That's all. I feel stupid saying this since everything is in reality not that bad and we are very blessed, but keep us in your prayers right now if you think of it OK? Because right now I am teetering dangerously close to the edge of insanity and even more then the current daily emotion breakdowns. I'm just not good at being alone-it depressed me. I need to be better at this. Mission impossible? Maybe. We'll see. Anywho. Hope all is well with you all! I promise next post will be either happy or funny. It has to be. For my sake and for yours.

PS: On the up and up though we signed a contract for a new, cheaper, but larger and nicer apartment for the rest of our time here in Rexburg, along with the Morco's. We move in the Fall. Hopefully it will be a fun new beginning!